Saturday, 11 April 2009


So...  I have been absent for a fortnight now.  I am sorry.  I crashed.  I was in no way trying to distance myself from all you girls, you mean far too much to me.  I missed you all so much.  But I was in no state to interact with anyone.  The last two weeks have been some of the most depressing in recent years.  
I am no longer managing the bar, as someone was stealing and chose to frame me.  So I have been in and out of a solicitors office for the past fourteen days, and the company have chosen to settle out of court.  In all honesty I do not want to talk about it.  I really need to just draw a line under it and move on.  At least as much as I am able.

I can write nothing to adequately articulate how sorry I am that I vanished for so long.  I did not realise how much I needed you girls.  I have a lot of ground to reclaim.  So it begins now, as I start to trawl back through as many blog entries as I am able.

I missed you all, so much.

Much love,

Ella xx


  1. Missed you and welcome back. Take care of yourself :)

  2. Hey sweetie,

    You have definitely been missed here and I'm glad you're back. I'm so sorry about everything going on with you, but good luck getting through it all. Stay strong. We'll be rooting for you.

    <3 Eva

  3. welcome back.

    I know you dont want to talk about it, but i'll just briefly comment on your work situation. I'm sorry but that sounds awful. Really unfair. Stand your ground though, dont let them blame you for something you didnt do.

    Your really strong to be able to say your going to move on. I think many people would need a lot more time. Good luck with all of it. we're here to listen[read] if you need to talk[write] about it =) xx